Sunday, August 31, 2008

the difference.

Well, i hate to say it, but mistakes happen, and one of the biggest i have made thus far into the year is the fact that I chose to go to a suny school. its hard being away from home, and relying on myself, and trying to do homework and sleep at a decent time without having to hear my fucking bed spring out of nowhere, the whole enviorment, it just creates a fucking great ball of catastrophe.
I am generally a nice person, but on a bad day; I hate clingy people, I hate forced conversations, I hate being questioned, I hate having to pretend to be nice to people because I'm usually fucking tired, I hate it when people who 'borrow' personalities. I hate having the feeling of being a fucking loser. Parties aren't my scene, so I spend most of my party time on my laptop, I'd say from 8PM till 4AM, If i'm not streaming some Asian goodness, I'm video chatting with someone.

I honestly can care less for everyone I've met here so far. They are nothing like the people I have back at home.

Enjoy this.

No comments: