morning

After this break, I'm joining a club in school. It might make self loathing a little harder, maybe I'll be happier to be involved in something.

Even the jews(myself) need love. Happy Rosh!

theresnoplacelikehome.

I'm at Stony Brook, and I love it. Too bad I caught a nasty little bug that clinches my throat everytime I breathe. My tonsils have gotten so nastily swollen that it makes air difficult to pass through. Help. Help! Help!!

I want to go home because I know I will have hot soup and honey tea and won't be tempted to eat goodies that will send me to heaven.
But I kinda wanna wait it out because I might get better tomorrow, too bad tomorrow starts now.

I've decided

here is a list of my goals for the end of the semester:
- Find a way to download music besides the campus torrent.
- Go to at least two more parties and enjoy myself [HA]

eek, I sometimes wish I went to a different school, too bad the people here are nice.
I've decided that this is my favorite song

Nothing better than cheesy 80's leopard print tops to brighten up anyones day

Sorry for the sudden patriotic change, it was the best combination I could muster

mail home

My dads birthday is on Tuesday. I made him some caaahds.
I didn't have an envelope OR a stamp, so I had to ask my neighbor for some.

She got some envelopes and stamps personalized for graduation.

indezzzzz carts

its what makes my bulletin beautiful

I got bored

and read Perez Hilton, look at this goodie:

Margaret Cho is still at it - and we love it.

The comedian is bound to get lots more hate mail with her latest blog post!

She says:

"I Want To Steam Up Those Glasses
I am not voting for McCain. I hope that is obvious. I am sick of everyone saying – “He was a good soldier. He was a good soldier.”

Um yeah. He was captured.

So he was not that good.

And now with Sarah Palin at his side, they have actually become the worst ticket imaginable. The only way it could be worse would be if Satan were running with Chuck Norris as his VP. Actually, Lucifer-Norris sounds better than McCain-Palin.

But even though I would never, ever vote for Palin, I am kind of obsessed with fucking her. She is sexy and hot in a MILF/Cougar way. Like you could have that real mature, straight to the point, adult, over forty, gonna cum multiple times with a big, oversize t-shirt on and nothing else and “I don’t care what I look like cuz I am gonna bust nuts in your curl” kind of fucking with her. I want to steam up those glasses and show her what a pitbull with lipstick really needs – doggy style!

Seriously – I wanna eat her Alaskan pussy from behind. Like an Eskimo. What?! I’m just trying to keep warm!

Although you know that thing is frozen and my tongue would probably stick."



I wish I were as funny as her, too bad I'm stuck here writing a shit paper.

note to self:

dont let anyone touch the MAC. I just hate people touching my shit in general.
Anyway, i have the worst study habits known to mankind. I tried to hail down an innocent looking girl in my chinese class because I've seen her in my astronomy class and I seeing as how I haven't taken notes all month, and theres a test on Tuesday, I know life will be fresh. Unfortunately, she wasn't the 'typical' asian I was looking for. She told me she couldn't help my study or give me her notes because she had to study herself. We then sat down for lunch and she told me half of her life story. She lives off campus with a guy and I ask her why and she tells me that she only has guy friends. She doesn't have this one 'girl friend', but she only considers them acquaintances. She had this big fight when she was in high school with a girl and ever since, she hasn't made female friends. This made me angry, but I couldn't explain it. Like how can she be so close minded after that one incident? And girls who have a lot of guy friends look like sluts to me. But then again, I'm not a flaming lesbian because I have more female friends than male.

epic fail pail.
Well, back to my life story. I'm going to fail my astronomy test, I have a paper due friday, as well as 60 pages of chinese hmwk, and a math quiz tomorrow.

Get cape, Wear cape, Fly.

i got sick today because of lack of sleep, so I left math class early and took a 4 hour nap.
I woke up at 8:55; just in time.

R.I.P Quentin Fields

Walmart

was only half successful. My personal goal was to lug 5 packs [96 bottles] of water to my dorm without injury. I went to walmart and came back with everything but water. Can you say, TEARS?!
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...but look at this neat-o thing. It got cut off, and i can't fix it but it says . I love Jesus♥

list, if

i could live in Walmart, I would.
speaking of which, I have to hit them up manyana.
5 things
- water / vitamin h20
- gummy bears
- grapes
- colorful pens / cork board - best investment.
- pillows.
be proud; after a while, you start getting deprived in the woods.

I'm collecting vitamin water labels again, so hit me up if you have a fresh hidden flavor you don't think I can find.
ty.

Anna

missed another class and another fucking practice today.

hiphip

failure

ha.

I have a draft of a paper due tomorrow, but i haven't gotten started.
The best candy in the world has to be:

anything haribo is amazing. They're chewy and smooth; yummy.

i'm also trying to hit 10 thousand texts by the end of this month so fo sho' text me till yo fingas break. ya digg?

this

shit is getting ridiculous. Work load is piling up, crews getting me tired as fucked, I even missed a class today. I'm getting annoyed with some people, I've found a crowd of people that watch the same shows as me, so i spend most of my time there [which is pretty pathetic in itself],

When does college become the best four years of my life?

at least singing class is good.

I

went to my first college party yesterday.
Lambda Phi Epsilon house party
note: fosho an Asian faternity;


alcohol changes everything

three truths, heh.

I'm joining the Black Student Union, we help kids ages 5 - 14 and volunteer at a women's jail place.
I'm also pretty obsessed with this song.

& I also joined crew, we practice 6 times a week.
death.

wither

"The reason half the world feels lonely is because the other half is pretending to be perfect."

On the contrary, I am not lonely, I just haven't found my crowd yet.