hey there

http://www.sincerelyanna.tumblr.com
so much more concise and organized. no comments though.
I don't get those anyhow, therefore it will not matter ^__^

goonight.

don't let the music stop

can't let this feeling end.


ugh. i've always been the one to care too much. o_o

ha.ha.ha

sum ba.

here fucking ye.

the weather needs to get off my dick. The temperature is never as they say, my face is dry as fuck and the clouds just make me wanna sleep! But instead, chinese characters are my priority.
我不喜欢在我的宿舍、我想回家。
BAM; chi neeeeseeee

taking a break

from studying.

oh I really do love Relient K.

BUT I REALLY AM HAPPY!


Thank God I'm not a Pre-Med major.

first semester.

its going by so quickly, but nothing much has really happened. I've already begun choosing my classes for next semester. MY perfect schedule would be no Friday classes, but that dream has already been shattered. Now my other dilemma, to take Asian American Studies, or Art. AAS fulfills two of my required GenEds while Art only fulfills one. Take a look.

it smells like ranch in here, but its really my extraaa amazing quality meal.

I needs to buy me some chopstickss

It snowed here today, now lets pray for a white christmas<3-- the cold weather has made it harder for me to want to go to class. It will be okay; just one less class a day. I figure, since I'm going to text anyway, why bother wasting my time. R.I.P 4.0
The cold has also made me become an uber hermit and more prone to scrounging around for packaged foods, yay freshman 40♥ I HAVE FRIENDS, & I PROMISE THEY'RE NOT IMAGINARY (;
Therefore, i have decided to change it up a little. Here are a list of my options:
Partayy; instead of food, indulge in alcohol
Girls night? Grey's anatomy and pizza make a nice combination
and if all else fails, I guess I can resort to studying ROFL.
I wouldn't mind one of these either

I have

so many questions I want to ask.
But i can't.
because that would be against the rules.

Still working on my op-ed paper, its 6:22am. Welcome to college.

its like

its like I've waited my whole life, for this one night.

I think I'm going out tonight. To bad Yans going back to the city.

p.s somehow, all the clothes I own get cursed w. holes

drunk people are annoying

caution: college college COLLEGE.
description:
note: this is not from experience.

The end.

hello.

Today is homework day. I went to Wegmans again and got some goat cheese.

Spreads like silk!
Now i'll go and watch and Grey's Anatomy season 2.

I guess

Everything is going to be okay. Self-made pins.

Yan has hers already; i look my best at 3:30 in the morning

I MISS THE CITYS SUSHI!

eat.pray.love

I promised myself the best week. Then I find out that I will be having two math quizzes, an oral and written chinese midterm, a chinese skit, singing midterm and an english proposal.

I'm looking extra forward to that singing midterm.

just listen.

just say hello.

God hates me<3

The little things

I can't wait till christmas, I miss the snow<3

plus, I can come home. No shame no shame

Series of fortunate events.

I can't believe Jesus has blessed me with such an amazing day, and life in general. MY day was going well, I went to all my classes, got my share of text messages in, and had nice warm meals.
Until I decided to take a shower. My caddy fell on my face, I tried to get it down from a closet compartment.

and when it fell, dirty water decides to seep out and fall on my boots, they are fine now. Thank Jesus.
Then I lost my key.

which my roommate later found.
But in my moment of glory [as I was flustered and in shower attire, my roommates right hand woman decides to come in. Truly a love story.
oh and to top off my amazing day<3, I am sick again.
Besides the shit sarcasm in this entry.
Anytime I feel like my life is amazing, I think about this.

HA.

I've found my true calling. Painting by numbers, observe.

and look at these fresh imitation snow pea crisps I copped in the city before returning to my hole.

Mary Juana.

welcome to my room

everyday its like an unspoken competition.
Thank God I know how to accessorize correctly.

enjoy.

Today I found out the reason behind the word Gesundheit. I mean, I always knew it was an alternative for 'God Bless You'. But then someone told me that only jews used it because they didn't want to say the word God. I then googled this, and found out the word was German, oh the irony we live in.

chinese homework

I always under estimate the amount of chinese homework I have, so I always start at a ridiculous hour. Needless to say, I get fucked everytime. I also left my halls defense cough drops on my couch at home. They came in a handy ziplock bag.


life is over, so is the week. Thank God.

better in time

Some Korean stopper-bys made my life. I was 7 minutes to missing my train back to the city; I will forever be indebted to the Asian ethnicity.

morning

After this break, I'm joining a club in school. It might make self loathing a little harder, maybe I'll be happier to be involved in something.

Even the jews(myself) need love. Happy Rosh!

theresnoplacelikehome.

I'm at Stony Brook, and I love it. Too bad I caught a nasty little bug that clinches my throat everytime I breathe. My tonsils have gotten so nastily swollen that it makes air difficult to pass through. Help. Help! Help!!

I want to go home because I know I will have hot soup and honey tea and won't be tempted to eat goodies that will send me to heaven.
But I kinda wanna wait it out because I might get better tomorrow, too bad tomorrow starts now.

I've decided

here is a list of my goals for the end of the semester:
- Find a way to download music besides the campus torrent.
- Go to at least two more parties and enjoy myself [HA]

eek, I sometimes wish I went to a different school, too bad the people here are nice.
I've decided that this is my favorite song

Nothing better than cheesy 80's leopard print tops to brighten up anyones day

Sorry for the sudden patriotic change, it was the best combination I could muster

mail home

My dads birthday is on Tuesday. I made him some caaahds.
I didn't have an envelope OR a stamp, so I had to ask my neighbor for some.

She got some envelopes and stamps personalized for graduation.

indezzzzz carts

its what makes my bulletin beautiful

I got bored

and read Perez Hilton, look at this goodie:

Margaret Cho is still at it - and we love it.

The comedian is bound to get lots more hate mail with her latest blog post!

She says:

"I Want To Steam Up Those Glasses
I am not voting for McCain. I hope that is obvious. I am sick of everyone saying – “He was a good soldier. He was a good soldier.”

Um yeah. He was captured.

So he was not that good.

And now with Sarah Palin at his side, they have actually become the worst ticket imaginable. The only way it could be worse would be if Satan were running with Chuck Norris as his VP. Actually, Lucifer-Norris sounds better than McCain-Palin.

But even though I would never, ever vote for Palin, I am kind of obsessed with fucking her. She is sexy and hot in a MILF/Cougar way. Like you could have that real mature, straight to the point, adult, over forty, gonna cum multiple times with a big, oversize t-shirt on and nothing else and “I don’t care what I look like cuz I am gonna bust nuts in your curl” kind of fucking with her. I want to steam up those glasses and show her what a pitbull with lipstick really needs – doggy style!

Seriously – I wanna eat her Alaskan pussy from behind. Like an Eskimo. What?! I’m just trying to keep warm!

Although you know that thing is frozen and my tongue would probably stick."



I wish I were as funny as her, too bad I'm stuck here writing a shit paper.

note to self:

dont let anyone touch the MAC. I just hate people touching my shit in general.
Anyway, i have the worst study habits known to mankind. I tried to hail down an innocent looking girl in my chinese class because I've seen her in my astronomy class and I seeing as how I haven't taken notes all month, and theres a test on Tuesday, I know life will be fresh. Unfortunately, she wasn't the 'typical' asian I was looking for. She told me she couldn't help my study or give me her notes because she had to study herself. We then sat down for lunch and she told me half of her life story. She lives off campus with a guy and I ask her why and she tells me that she only has guy friends. She doesn't have this one 'girl friend', but she only considers them acquaintances. She had this big fight when she was in high school with a girl and ever since, she hasn't made female friends. This made me angry, but I couldn't explain it. Like how can she be so close minded after that one incident? And girls who have a lot of guy friends look like sluts to me. But then again, I'm not a flaming lesbian because I have more female friends than male.

epic fail pail.
Well, back to my life story. I'm going to fail my astronomy test, I have a paper due friday, as well as 60 pages of chinese hmwk, and a math quiz tomorrow.

Get cape, Wear cape, Fly.

i got sick today because of lack of sleep, so I left math class early and took a 4 hour nap.
I woke up at 8:55; just in time.

R.I.P Quentin Fields

Walmart

was only half successful. My personal goal was to lug 5 packs [96 bottles] of water to my dorm without injury. I went to walmart and came back with everything but water. Can you say, TEARS?!
>
...but look at this neat-o thing. It got cut off, and i can't fix it but it says . I love Jesus♥

list, if

i could live in Walmart, I would.
speaking of which, I have to hit them up manyana.
5 things
- water / vitamin h20
- gummy bears
- grapes
- colorful pens / cork board - best investment.
- pillows.
be proud; after a while, you start getting deprived in the woods.

I'm collecting vitamin water labels again, so hit me up if you have a fresh hidden flavor you don't think I can find.
ty.

Anna

missed another class and another fucking practice today.

hiphip

failure

ha.

I have a draft of a paper due tomorrow, but i haven't gotten started.
The best candy in the world has to be:

anything haribo is amazing. They're chewy and smooth; yummy.

i'm also trying to hit 10 thousand texts by the end of this month so fo sho' text me till yo fingas break. ya digg?

this

shit is getting ridiculous. Work load is piling up, crews getting me tired as fucked, I even missed a class today. I'm getting annoyed with some people, I've found a crowd of people that watch the same shows as me, so i spend most of my time there [which is pretty pathetic in itself],

When does college become the best four years of my life?

at least singing class is good.

I

went to my first college party yesterday.
Lambda Phi Epsilon house party
note: fosho an Asian faternity;


alcohol changes everything

three truths, heh.

I'm joining the Black Student Union, we help kids ages 5 - 14 and volunteer at a women's jail place.
I'm also pretty obsessed with this song.

& I also joined crew, we practice 6 times a week.
death.

wither

"The reason half the world feels lonely is because the other half is pretending to be perfect."

On the contrary, I am not lonely, I just haven't found my crowd yet.

the difference.

Well, i hate to say it, but mistakes happen, and one of the biggest i have made thus far into the year is the fact that I chose to go to a suny school. its hard being away from home, and relying on myself, and trying to do homework and sleep at a decent time without having to hear my fucking bed spring out of nowhere, the whole enviorment, it just creates a fucking great ball of catastrophe.
I am generally a nice person, but on a bad day; I hate clingy people, I hate forced conversations, I hate being questioned, I hate having to pretend to be nice to people because I'm usually fucking tired, I hate it when people who 'borrow' personalities. I hate having the feeling of being a fucking loser. Parties aren't my scene, so I spend most of my party time on my laptop, I'd say from 8PM till 4AM, If i'm not streaming some Asian goodness, I'm video chatting with someone.

I honestly can care less for everyone I've met here so far. They are nothing like the people I have back at home.

Enjoy this.

Midnight snackage

When my friend [Lyann] told me that a Maruchan Chicken flavored cup noodle was worth about 500 calories, i quickly whipped out one from my stash of 60 to check to see if it was true. When I showed her how wrong she had been, she exclaimed 'what is this? DIET CUP NOODLE?'

coincidence vs. fate

I'm all moved in. Jun met a girl down the hall that just recently graduated from Brooklyn Technical H.S. Later in the evening, we find out that her cousin in our very close friend.

if insomnia was a crime

I'd be sent too live in a mountain in China. I have four days left in the city, can't wait to go back. There are certainly some classes I can't wait to take. Chinese - Mandarin, hopefully i'll learn to write something, my mother would be proud. Voice class - To help me learn more about my voice and how to use it. I'm not all that excited about Astronomy, but its gonna be my first lecture class, and its a good topic.

I hate Myolie.
Theres light peering in through my window. I haven't been hearing birds chirping lately.

durian

The man on Grand street and Bowery who shucks the durian shells is my hero. I almost always stop and stare at his wonderous talent.



I've eaten durian growing up and in no way is the smell worst than stale vomit, rotten eggs, and a sweaty shoe with dog shit on it.

sick

.. piece of shit roaming my concrete floors @ night.

I have a fucking rat in my house.

oy vey.

I'm surposed to be taking a field trip to ikea with my parents in the AM and don't let the post time of this blog entry decieve you. In truth, it is 5:30am. If i had the choice to opt out on the amazing adventure tomorrow, i'm pretty damn sure i would.
I had a semi productive day- i'll give myself that much. I'll try not to bore you with the in btwn details. I woke up at 5pm, a hearty 9 hours of sleep. I went to see Pineapple Express at KipsBay. And i've been watching TVB ever since. The end.

P.S I HAVE TO WRITE A RESUME

morning

My ocd permits me to make a new blog every two months. I absolutely heart diseases .. sike. My life is pathetic. I don't have a job this summer, so I have to spend my nights either playing a game to achieve fake greatness [private server, doesn't count], or engage in interesting conversation. Both of which have become amazing, therefore I must find something to do in the next 10 days to keep me out of my misery before i enter the dungeon of doom [college].

The end.

lazy day

testing testing